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Sunday, January 9, 2011
This is going to be short and sweet. I do have a big blog update done I just need to fix the pictures. So this snippet will be deleted once I get the big update up.

Here is a little snippet...

I'll get to the point... I'm tired of pretending that everything is okay and I can feel my happy-go-lucky heart aching too much. I'm in so much pain these days that all I want to do is lay in bed and sleep. It hurts just to move. Everything is atrophying faster than it ever has before, which scares the poo out of me. I have dreams where I'm so congested I can't breathe that I will wake up and make sure that I am. My joints are tightening so much so that if I move certain ways I can feel and almost hear them tearing. This is why I'm hardly around, why I text you back 2-3 hours later after you've texted me and why I just want to sleep until I can't sleep anymore.

I just want the pain to go away. Please? Just take it away! I don't think I can handle it much longer.